And yup..

Can anybody freaking tell mi wats life about?

Life's just a piece of messed up stuff. U freaking dont kno wat u gonna get. i'm starting to doubt every moment i spent in life, tell mi whats the point of living? its not that i dont feel the joy as much as i did before and whatever it is the reason is simple. the reason is because there aint any real reason for life. u get everything u want, u enjoy everything u want and in a while everything u want will b gone. trust mi cause i hav most of the things i wan, things i care for or wish for and i'm still not contented. i still dont understand wat is life. everyone thinks, well, if i just have that, if u just let mi hav that i promise i'll b the most satisfied person in life. but come on. lets stop faking it. nobody will ever b contented with whatever's laid before them. cause truth is life's just a piece of crap. lived, wasted, and then forgotten.

Happy :)

So its a deal.

They say ignorance is bliss.
But somehow i think i really disagree :
Because sometimes knowing can b blissful too :)

Its been ages since i last smiled so happily.
Thank you for liking mi :)
: No up-valueing allowed! XD

as ian said "a test of ur devotion"

ARE YOU DEVOTED?
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FINE =.=

Its finally time to update the dead blog.
I got loads of pictures that i'm supposed to post but im lazy.

On Saturday went science expo wit chris nathan ian boss navin fong angeline kim nick wei lik.
Then ian mi angeline boss fong nick chris kim went to city plaza.
Played ping pong & pool.
And i'm damn happy cause i won 6 games out of 8.
And i won 16 bucks from the kind hearted one =P
Then we went plaza pelangi.
There was this freaking hot dance but who cares.
And we ate at vivo.
Wanted to watch movie but calven yap put aeroplane.

On Sunday, calven ian chris angeline boss came to my church.
Then we went to Kenny Rogers at aeon bkt indah.
Then to Nick's house but nick and his parents went out =.=
Then we proceeded to ian's house.
Played with SNOWIE! XD [okay, fine.. i didnt la >.<]
Went for dinner wit boss angeline jason navin calven chris and nick.
Went home.

Ps:
And i won 9 bucks from the kind hearted one AGAIN. XD

Okay, now lets talk about driving cause recently i like driving. Kind of like.

On Monday, i drove ian's rush and angeline's harrier.
On Tuesday, i drove ian's rush to TOAST and calven's city.
And i feel estatic.
Lol.
Dramatic =.=

It was fun and i drive well OKAY! Considering i only went for the 3 hours practical and im currently JUST waiting for my L license. Haha. Yup, slow like what only >.<

Okay. Today i'm so going to drive again. [pls note its am already]

Latest story :
i'm going to sign a blood contract wit my future owner, whom i'll own and its super funny and he's damn nice so i think he'll b a great owner. XD

tomoro accounts test 1.
lets die together.
:)

The 130709 incident.

At least today there's something significant to talk about.
Since our class starts at 930 today, ian, chris, wei lik, calven and i decided to go eat breakfast at McDonalds. So we sat calven's car. And then calven decided to do some stunt which was shockingly crazy. The brakes didnt work and we actually crossed the road divider to the other side. Luckily the car didnt flip, we didnt get into accident or die. Thats why im still here. XD. The drift mark is like madness la. You can see how we crossed that f divider =.=
Okay, although its still costly as it only caused calven a tyre and a rim and probably some screwing, and all of us are still traumatised over that incident, luckily it was only a tyre puncture. And thank goodness there's this kind hearted enough joseph who helped us to change tyre. Too think i kno more about chaning tyres than the 4 guys =.= Anyway, the spare tyre looks seriously funny on that car. LOL. Okay, fine.. not like its for mi to comment. Anyway, im awesomely glad all of us are safe and sound and yup, nobody is crippled or disfigured like what miss audrey tan alwiz feared. =X

Anyway, moral of story, drive slow or fast ur problem, just make sure its safe.

Understandable not, mister calven yap?
And probably to mister ian tay whose driving currently is going up levels.
i dont wanna b crippled or disfigured T.T

Thank God i'm still alive :)

The holidays :)

29th JUNE 2009
We went to celebrate Jason's 19th birthday at Nijyumaru :)

Fruits in the box :
1. DURIAN!
2. Watermelon.
3. Honeydew.
4. Mango.
5. Grape.
6. Mangosteen.
7. Apple.
8. Lemon.
9. Papaya.
10. Pear.
11. Duku.

30 JUNE - 1st JULY 2009
The same group went lepak, yumcha etc. Malas to elaborate.

2nd JULY 2009
We decided to go to Starhill before school reopens :)
So it was said that we should meet at my house at 9am. But as expected, everyone reached at 10.
Haha. Overall, it was very fun and enjoyable and not to forget, COLD.
The funny thing is the contradiction. Initially, when we first step into the water, it was freaking cold to us.. but when it started to rain, staying in the water seems WARM =.=
After that, suddenly i had a craving for KFC, then i told Angeline and then she satrted to hav craving for KFC too.. hehe.. really BFF forever whey XD







Okayla. Tomorow will havto go school for the graduation thing which is actually pretty amusing =P

How long would i hav to b there quietly?

i'm tired of trying but i dont wanna giv up.
The simplest thing i can do.
Make you laugh and enjoy ur day.
Simply hoping things will turn out right for you.

You dont necessarily belong to mi,
but some day u'll understand :)

trip & outings.

Okay.
i'm back from the trip.
but i'm lazy to update.
so wait la. haha

anyway, yday was fun la.
went to school for practice.
went to lunch near school.
went to pulai spring wit the trip punya pple!
went for father's day dinner wit family.
ate sushi like a hungry man =P

anyway, i think i like u more than i thought.

FUN !

Just as promised, i'm going to update on my sister's birthday! :)
Alright. First of all. It was REALLY REALLY tiring.
Havin to serve and to run here and there. It was like WTH.
Especially MISTER CALVEN who is so so troublesome.
And, thanks to Istefan and Gwee for helpin :)

Yeap! This is mi on my sister's big day XD

Okay. Kim was one of the first guests to arrive. And by guests i mean all of the 90 pple invited. Not only my friends. =P Haha. And then the rest came. Every1 had a very hard time looking for my house which i think is super funny cause its quite easy what =.= haha. Anyway, all you guys, really thankful for the effort u all gave coming all the way here :)

Alright, i'm gonna list out my very own guests :

~ Devil

~ Ian

~ Istefan

~ Kimmy

~ Chris

~ Calven

~ Jason

~ Wei Lik

~ Gwee

~ Nicholas

Thanks for coming ya guys!

And, the cake was awesome but u guys dumbo la.

Dont wanna eat it =.=

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to my dear jie, TRACEY!

HAHA!

Anyway, i'm going to PENANG and KL already!

Just spent hours packing.. hehe XD

Yay. Will take millions of pictures then update on it when i'm back.

Love u all. HUGSSSss :)

Woo-hoo!

Currently looking forward to my sister's 21st birthday celebration!
Hope ALL of us will hav fun! :)

Update on it after the party!
HugSs!

Which is right?

So what hurts more?
Thinking whether u should hate him or knowing u never will?

Whats your take?

I think this hurts more.
Feeling that i'm over him and now falling for somebody i never should.
And is it right to b missing him?